feeling kinda strange
My Grandpa passed away suddenly on thursday and than on sat. my Uncle was over when my Grandma went in the bathroom and passed out and he called 9-1-1. Two seperate families. So yah, its been a “do over” week for me.
Luckily I don’t have work today since its MLK day. It’s pretty bad when I’m working out at the gym trying to hold back tears. When I work out emotions usually take control over me and I tried to get through it… by 35 minutes I had this motivation like i never had and didn’t even need to stop after an hours work out!! Steve keeps joking that for our wedding present my mom should give us her treadmill…. it’d really be nice to have one right in the house… so we’ll see…
It’s weird how today I wanted to work on wedding stuff but just am not in the mood after all this….
I’m going to the dermatologist this afternoon to take care of this red bump that has been on my nose for years, and for my skin disease on my belly button. Nope, never realized that my bb looks different than others guess i’d better get that taken care of!!! ….
BLAH. and to top it off…. its THAT time of the month =d so things are always heightened THAT Much more…..