glad the day is done.
I”m glad yesterday is done. I had a not so fun day at work. I left for Kzoo and finally made it to Dr. Smith in time. I gave him a big hug and was almost in tears. I missed their office so much. I chatted with marcy and andrea for a good bit talking about how there is no dr. smith in AA, and they agreed. i got adjusted and he fixed up my right shoulder blade that I knew was off from back when I went to the batting cages a whlie ago. He couldn’t believe how off I was—I need to find a different doctor in AA, the one I have is not checking all my spots that are off (including the big “headache” spot behind my right ear). I never have written out a check in my life that I knew what bounce, but I had to do it. I thought it would be the usual $15 copay, but alas, as Marcy rang it through she thought I’d have the “good insurance” but whopped me with a $40 bill.
Than I went to Mindy’s and visited with her and she trimmed my hair and told me of all the stuff going on. Her hair has gotten so long! and the color is really awesome too. I wish I could do something bold like that, but being in the “professional” world, I dont think I can do something so wild. She has purple highlights in it like Brienne had done. and not “purple” like one might think, but like a almost reddish purple, and when mixed with other colors, looks really neat!
I stopped by Elaine’s for a minute to chat and then met Luacia for some good ole’ saladays. I miss that place too. I left Luacia in tears too. I miss my old coworks so much. Luacia is renting a new spad house, including a jacuzzi and lots of decks in Mattawan, and I guess the old gang is doing movie nights once a week over at her place. UGH :(. I was sooooo sad. I miss going to see so many movies. I don’t miss Kalamazoo, but I sure do miss all the people tied to it. With the bad day I was having all around, the thoughts of wishing I never would have taken this job had come in my head. My $125 a month in rent, living with 3 other people, biking with mindy to downtown kzoo, seeing movies, just flashed in front of my eyes.
As I drove home in the crappiest weather–rainy and fog, the feeling of wanting to just throw up came into play. I was nausious the whole way home. After 2 hrs of white knuckling it, I came home to my empty place, and got online and chatted with Lori. She was down and out as well and so after venting to each other, I called it a night.
Today with this yucky rainy weather, I’m not really feeling much better. I’m “thinking” of taking a part time job for a bit to help with paying off some debt. Looking at PetSmarts and Petco is making me feel a little better. If I take one on, I want to like it, and thats about the best place I can think of to be 
