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I haven’t posted on here in awhile. I’ve been also using my myspace blog for a few things. The girl party went down as a success and you can read about it on myspace blogs posted from Elaine, Kristen, and Lori. For some reason, this week seems to be my I don’t feel like doing anything week. I’m feeling a little overwhelmed…Last night I cleaned the house and still have my room and the basement and my front closet is overflowing with junk I just threw in their to get out of the way…. The basement is scary. That might take me into two half days to get clean. Every time I go down there my socks end up getting super dirty. I wanted to really pimp it out and give it a awesome place to go into, but I’m feeling like whats the point? April is already here and I only have 3 more months left til the lease is up. that’ll be here before i know it–which is just another topic that i am avoiding like the plague.
Lots of things have been going through my head about my life in general. My grandma is sick with pnemonia and my mom has been having a hard time managing work, and taking care of them, leaving her with no room to do anything on her own. It’s going to be a huge responsibility getting them into a new place and out of their big 5 bedroom farm house…just the thought. I may have to put my time on hold to go help them as nobody else seems to want to deal with it all. Sometimes I hate being an only child more than anything and that feeling comes up more so in the last 3 years then when i was little. I have lots of friends who are only children, but for me, I seem to feel like i’m the only one that completely resents my parents from having another.
